This last week or two has been rather difficult. I've hit the semester brick wall, in addition to which my baby girl took a nosedive off the bed at 3 am last week, is teething, and has been sick for the past couple of days. Consequently, I haven't gotten much sleep, and it's really surprising how dysfunctional you become and how hard life gets when you don't get enough sleep, haha.
The other thing I've noticed when one is sleep-deprived is that it's a lot easier for Satan to get his whispers through to you, and he's been working hard on me this week. I've had a difficult time believing that I can do any good in this world, and that it doesn't matter what I do or if I'm here, and that evil will win.
Pretty depressing, right? (Satan is a jerk).
So this morning I went looking for the spirit. One of the fastest ways for me to feel the Spirit is to watch a mormon message or two. These just really help me out. And guess what? Here's a perfect one that addressed much of what I was feeling. God is so good that way. :)
Hang in there!!!!! I feel I get particularly "low" when I don't sleep! :(
ReplyDeleteIt will get better!!!